Monday, October 13, 2008
I feel giddy, nausea, frustrated, aches everywhere especially my HEAD and whatever that doesnt feel right.
The medication HAS terrible SIDE-EFFECTS.
Fucking MED. and why AM I STILL fucking eating it?
I'm not letting this to STOP my life and then start depending on the stupid capsules.
Yes, the blue and transparent capsule that make me feel so fucked up.
until i almost broke down today.
Argh, I have fucking lousy determination.
Whatever, i need to get a life.
I need to get over the pills.
They sucks.
I'm so gonna throw it away;
INTO the TOILET BOWL
INTO the PEOPLE's WATER BOTTLE THAT I HATE.
INTO the DRAIN!
INTO the SINK!!!!!!!
Where is my used to be confidence?
COME BACK COME BACK!
09oct08 - my "Birthday" :D
I need to love myself !!!!
help
8:38 PM
