i still have the feeling
of you kissing my lips
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Today is the 49th day after my Grandmother passed away..Well, relatives came over my house to pray to my Grandmother.Quite a busy day of chatting, eating and of course, bonding. (:Played some DOTA/Hero Siege; it's interesting i would say..Because of the noob me, we had to use cheat codes so that my cousins can show me how to play Hero Siege.Hahaha, i know, i lousy mah!Had some food for thoughts pass the weekend,felt that all things were unnecessary.All the truths; all the lies; all the feelings; all the thinking; all the actions; all the promises.They were nothing, but just troubles doubles for me.Sometimes, when thing goes out of hand,all we need to do is to let go.They said that letting go means you're a coward.But i feel that to let go of something you adore/love,actually requires lots of courage.When we often like something, we want to be surrounded by them.To put down something you adore/love so much that we have emotional ties with them,it's such a painful things to do.Do you feel like this too? I do.Once again, who doesn't has a broken heart before? (:I feel much more better now.Clarity is all i needed.I feel better when he+she doesn't talk to me.I like it when he+she doesn't even say hi.I love it when he+she gives me cold shoulder.know why?Because it means that we guys are over, yes over.We are much less than even acquaintance;maybe even less that something i recongized.Even when i say "Hi", it doesn't show anything..Even when i smile, it doesn't mean i am happy when i see you..Even when i say "How are you", it doesn't mean i care.Afterall, i'm just being crude to people who doesn't deserve anything much.Nah, i won't even call your name or call to you.Maybe you will find the sound familiar when i said "hi".Maybe you will find my smile familiar when i always use that to cheer you guys up.Maybe you will find my concerning more than a friend.Maybe, till then, you will find a stranger infront of you. (:Anyway, back to topic!Today had my dinner with HongWei, Judy, ML and me.tsktsk, the whole dinner cost $120.45.Guess what!?HongWei footed the bill!!!!!!Woohooo, such chivlary!! *clap clap* Charismatic right?! *wolf whistling*Then we had our walk at Marina Square; the dinner was so full that i wanna explode already.Even till now i could still taste the Soft shell crab with Spaghetti in Wafu cream tomato sauce behind my throat.And the lesson is?Dont eat soft shell crab, the taste lingers!but anyway, the macha ice cream with waffle is nice.And i feel like eating poached egg!wooohooo~ heehee, Judy and me had some secret snapshots of HongWei and ML(HongWei's new target)and that whole mission was commanded by HongWei.damn stupid la.It's like Judy and me were pointing at my HP and creating bullshits.Oh well, Hungry people make the most angry remarks.But i'm so full~I feel so nice and full?Full again, maybe contented?Yes. I am (:Absolutely.I miss riding on YanQi's bike.Woohooo~Thanks for giving me such adventurous ride of my life.and i still miss slacking with you la ! Labels: happy like a donkey :D
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