Sunday, August 24, 2008
Alright, i just want to thanks
Alex for the wake up call.
I will reflect on my actions.
and, i didnt promise i will come to school early just for your information.
You didnt know what happened all in all.
So, don't take it like you've known me for ages.
empty vessels make the most noise.that's what you meant right?
i agreed on it too (:
To you, to them, i maybe one of them.
But who really knows what is happening to me?
No one does.
Do you know that i actually need to go counselling?
Do you know my health is deteriorating?
and do you know that i have Bulimia?
You don't.
and you told me that you're a FNN student.
So i guess you know what Bulimia leads to (:
When you said that i'm fat, i know you're joking.
i totally know.
But do you think i want it? Just to tell you, i don't.
I'm glad that you said that you want to accompany your honey, to support her.
Good, because it shows that you're a good boyfriend.
But the last minute withdrawl is because of me?
Just don't push the blame on me.
I hate it when people do this.
Don't make me laugh?
Have i really got such big power on influencing you?
I don't think so..
If you don't want to go, just say it.
Don't say that i'm the one..
"Some give you chance and go out with you despite my withdrawal"
so you mean that you actually wanted to psycho the whole lot of them not to go out with me?
Alex, thanks.
I didn't know you're such kind of people.
and again, just for your information.
you're the one that organised the firework.
you remember?
or you don't. Opps...
And even if you don't give me face, at least.
at least, give face for michelle, haopeng, joey and huiru.
because they didnt go cause of me, they go cause of you who organised the whole firework.
(and to TinGuan, i didnt go this outing because of firework.)
"Put it bluntly, I got so many friends and it is okay for me to lose one. I have their supports as much as I support them."Wow, i didnt know losing one friend is nothing to you.
haha, you make me laugh at my foolish-ness.
Because when you said that you gave up on me, i feel a surge of heartache.
but i didnt know you add on with this sentence.
maybe good things come in pair.
they just add on to your heartache.
maybe.
you said that you gave up on me?
It's okay.
Because i've gave up on myself too. (:
help
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